a house of prayer for the nations

My vision is to help other people to achieve their vision in God…

I have struggled with this…

The Lord has given me a vision – I won’t share that here – but I have seen that for me to see My vision – the vision which the Lord has given me – achieved I have to sacrifice it and come underneath and help other people to achieve their vision in God…

This is hard for me…

It seems counterintuitive and yet it is what He is calling me to do…

It’s like death…

So much of what we do and why we do it is the motivation in our lives…

When this changes we are left – during the transition – empty – or deflated – or lost – or depressed (not quite depressed – just a loss of energy) and then we wait for the real energy – the refined process or vision’s energy to ‘kick in’ – that’s what I’m doing at present…

What if people don’t want to fulfil their vision in God?

Then we need to help them find out what the blockages are to seeing the truth which will help them to flow in this…

I saw at lunchtime today – again as I was on the loo – this constant flow of truth flowing through my innermost being – my belly – it was cleansing me – and I prayed, “Lord let Your truth flow through me constantly and cleanse me” or words to that effect as I saw it flowing…

And I guess I pray this now Lord, let Your truth flow through Your People all over the world and let them see the vision You have given them and let them hand this up to You for You to achieve this through them and let us all serve each other – let us all offer ourselves up to fulfil each other’s visions – to uphold each other to fulfil each other’s visions – and let us not be precious who gets their vision fulfilled or not but just serve any vision which God gives anyone which the Anointing is on and lifting up at any point in time…

Let us all serve each other – let us all take the Lowest Place – I pray this Lord – let us all – together – take the Lowest Place – I take it – I surrender to serve the visions You give Your People whatever they are – I let go of My vision and choose to serve others in the completion of theirs…

Love You Lord,

Andrew

This is something which I want to address…

I’ve been going through this…

This is a real freedom for the children of God…

Doctrines of demons…

Doctrines of demons are any doctrines which are out there taught (by whoever) as truth to the Church of God which are not truth…

Legal rights is one of these doctrines of demons…

The devil has no legal rights over a son or daughter of God…

There is being handed over to Satan to be taught not to blaspheme…

There is also being handed over to the tormentors (the demons) because of un-forgiveness…

But there are no legal rights for the devil over a son or daughter of God…

The doctrine is taught, “You better watch out – if there’s sin in your life the devil has legal rights to come and afflict you”…

This doctrine engenders fear not love…

It comes from the pit of hell…

It makes God’s People shrink back and be afraid…

“Their sins and lawless deeds I will remember no more”…

This is the truth…

“Where there is forgiveness of these things, there is no longer any offering for sin”…

Hebrews 10:17 & 18…

It is Finished!!!

No legal rights…

We died and our lives are now (right now) hidden with Christ in God…

The Law has jurisdiction over a man as long as he lives…

If he’s a dead man living by the power of the Holy Spirit giving life to his mortal body (Romans 8) then he’s not under the Law’s jurisdiction…

If he’s not under the Law’s jurisdiction then he’s not under the devil’s condemnation (or accusation) – he’s not under the devil’s guilt and shame…

Jesus carried our guilt and shame on the cross…

Did you know that?

You don’t have to carry it anymore…

“When you were dead in your transgressions and the uncircumcision of your flesh, He made you alive together with Him, having forgiven us all our transgressions, having canceled out the certificate of debt (the legal rights – my insertion) consisting of decrees against us which was hostile to us; and He has taken it (the legal rights – my insertion) out the way, having nailed it to the cross.  When He had disarmed the rulers and authorities (of their legal rights – my insertion), He made a public display of them, having triumphed over them through Him”…

Colossians 2:13-15…

Do you see just how free you are?

Do you?

Wow…

Jesus, You are Awesome…

I saw this with a friend of mine recently regarding marriage…

Anything which our flesh does or commits to (which is by definition outside the will of God – what He wants for our lives) does not stand in the Presence of God…

The woman caught in adultery was immediately pardoned both from the eternal punishment for her sin and the earthly punishment of the Law for her sin by her Creator – case in point…

Taken out of the way – just in her act of believing…

Her sins and lawless acts were instantaneously remembered no more…

Same with the thief on the cross – instantaneously forgiven and remembered no more…

We will enter heaven (if we die before Christ returns) “without reference to sin” – the Father loves us exactly the same amount as He loves Jesus – our Older Brother…

Our Older Brother isn’t ashamed to call us brethren (and sisters) – He isn’t – He loves us…

Everything is forgotten…

The Lord reminded me last night or this morning (as I was on the loo – I seem to do my best thinking on the loo) that He forgets – He was telling me to forget with respect to someone who I was forgiving…

Do we see this?

The slate is forever clean…

Our new creation cannot sin…

We are to look at the new creation in others – we are not to look at their flesh…

If the Lord reveals their flesh to us in prayer we are to do whatever He shows us with this…

But we are to treat that person as we treat ourselves…

We know we’re forgiven and we are to treat them as we treat ourselves – forgiven…

We are not to focus on their faults (their flesh) but to focus on the words of life which God gives us for them – no matter how painful that might be for them (as their flesh dies)…

The devil has no legal rights over me when my flesh sins…

It is already dead and doesn’t exist in the Mind of God…

I am a new creation…

I stand forgiven…

I have practically experienced victory in this in the face of condemnation through the enemy speaking through others – He has protected me – I haven’t “navel gazed” and gone down in that “downward spiral” into introspection and depression – I have been held in His Peace and realised that I didn’t have to justify myself or tell the devil why – I didn’t have to say anything as my flesh (I’m just getting now) was spoken for by Jesus on the cross…

What a wonderful Saviour is Jesus my Lord as the old hymn says…

What a wonderful Saviour to me…

He hideth my life in the depths of His love, And covers me there with His hand, And covers me there with His hand as the old hymn says…

Hallelujah!!!

We have an Advocate with the Father…

Jesus Christ the Righteous as the scripture says…

We pray out of our new self – our new self never backs down…

Any utterance of faith which comes from our new self will happen – any…

Open your mouths and start to declare the word of the Lord people of God…

Open your mouths and start to declare His word as given utterance by the Holy Spirit…

Create life all around you by His Spirit speaking His life giving word through you…

Don’t think about whether it’s your flesh or your new self – trust Him to show you the difference – don’t let anything hold you back – start to utter His word – speak it out with authority and change your environment – your spiritual environment with your confession of His truth over your life – that you are not under Law but under grace…

That His Blood is permanently over you and you are hidden in Christ so your flesh is not counted against you or remembered anymore…

And then let go of your flesh – it has nothing more to offer you – and let Him fill you with His Presence – His Holy Spirit – and let Him speak through you – the rivers of living water coming out from your inmost being – your belly – to the Praise of His Glorious Name…

Love you,

Andrew

(No matter how young you are, no matter how old – speak for His Glory – you are a new creation in Christ Jesus if you are believing on His Blood – His Righteous Blood – His Life poured out for you for the forgiveness of all your sins – which are no longer yours but became His on the cross when He was made sin for you – this is the love of the Father – this is the Love of His Son Jesus Christ to offer Himself up for you – in love – because He loved you – receive Him – if you don’t know Him – receive Him now, Love you, Andrew)

“Every single act is to be in submission Andrew – you can’t come up with any plans of your own”…

“You can’t have a great victory and then decide that you will go and do something – you just can’t do this”…

“I will not let you do this – you can’t”…

“I must make every single decision for the remainder of your life – this is the price Andrew – this is the price of having Me living through you – you are over – there is nothing left for you – it is Me and Me in My entirety – Me in My entirety – nothing else”…

“You have nothing – nothing but Me – nothing but Me – nothing but Me – and I am Everything – Everything to you – I, Alone, am Enough – Enough for you forever”…

“Nothing else – nothing else – nothing else – everything and everyone else which I give you is from My Hand – I am the One whom you desire on earth – not anyone or anything else – not even the words or the outcomes which I have promised and given to you – not these things – but I Myself – I am the One whom you desire – I am the One whom you desire to see on earth and I Myself will live through you – full strength – full power – full authority – will be released through you – because you have chosen to know Me and nothing else”…

“There will be no further words Andrew – this is settled – you are Mine and I am taking you into My Heart – My Heart for you is to know Me – and to know My Glory – My Glory – My Holy Spirit – living through you – this is My Glory Andrew – My Glory living through you – honour Him – surrender to Him – He is My Life living through you – and He is your life – Me in you the Hope of Glory – in Jesus Name”…

“I pray for you and I promise you that you will stand – I Myself promise you that you will stand – I have no one greater than Me to promise by – so I promise by Myself that you will stand – for I will make you stand for you have asked this of Me – there is no turning back – you have asked this of Me – that you would stand and burn out for My Glory – and you will – until the end of time you will and all with you who share your heart will stand with you and with Me and burn out until the end of time – your family – your family whom I have given you – you know of whom I speak – they will all stand with you and burn out with you until the end of time – I promise you this – but this is not your life – what I promise you – but I am your life who makes the promise to you – I am your life who lives through you – no one else – not even your closest friend on earth – I know who this is – can be this close to you – I am the Closest to you on earth and I am the Closest to you in heaven – I will never be closer than I am right now – I will grow in closeness to you as you experience My Glory living through you – rest, relax, experience My Glory living through you – My Spirit is My Glory – My Glory is in My Church – My Spirit is in My Church and My Glory in this earth is My Church for this is where My Spirit dwells”, declares the Lord…

“You want fire, you want consummation? You want these things?”…

“Experience them from My Hand – burn, burn, burn for the rest of your life – burn – and I will be with you”, declares the Lord, “you have chosen this day to burn and burn you will”, declares the Lord, “and there will be no end to your burning and your families’ – all of them – with you”…

“I have spoken and I will not change My Mind – you will burn and you will burn forever – forever your passion will be for Me and for Me alone – no distractions, no distractions, no distractions – your passion will be for Me and for Me alone”, declares the Lord, who has mercy on you and grants you this day the desire of your heart – the desire which I planted in your heart from before time began…

Declares the Lord who has mercy on you…

“When I speak, you follow”…

“I will lead you with My Voice”…

“There is nothing that you cannot do with Me with you”…

“Remember this, I am the God of all flesh, there is nothing too difficult for Me”…

“When I say, ‘Go’, you go; when I say, ‘Come’, you come”…

“It really is that simple – there is nothing more complicated – it is Me leading you – you are passive in this – you really are”…

“Just wait on My word and move on My word – that is all”…

“Love you”…

Jesus

“Jerusalem, I am calling you to Myself”…

“I am calling you to My Heart”…

“My Heart is for you”…

“My Heart is wooing you”…

“You are being called to Me”…

“Your whole city is being called to Me”…

“You – your whole city – is My Focus – the Focus of My Heart is your city – My City – for this is what it will be – My City – for all time”…

“Yes, there is a time coming – not now but later – where My City will be trampled under foot but this is only for a short time”…

“I have My Eyes on My City and I have turned in favour towards My City – from the ends of the earth the cry has come back to Me, ‘Say to the daughter of Zion your King comes’ – and I have heard the cry of My People who have cried out to Me from the ends of the earth”…

“I have been putting this call – this cry – into the mouths of My People from all over the world – from the ends of the earth – all over the world – there has been a cry placed into the hearts of My People – turning their hearts towards their brothers and sisters to be from the nation of Israel and especially from the city of Jerusalem – this call – this cry – will be completed in this generation – My Church will return to Jerusalem – they will return to their roots and they will support their root – Jerusalem and Israel – at this point in time – I am the root of David – I am the Holy One of Israel”, declares the Lord…

When we don’t get our own way it really can be overwhelming…

Such deep desires which we as human beings have…

Such deep desires…

As God cortisones or quarantines these ideas we squirm and rub and kick and shake and resist and try to get free but we just can’t – He has His Hand on our lives and we just can’t resist, why?

Because we gave Him permission to do this to us – we asked Him to Baptise us in His Holy Fire…

So He goes to work – and He keeps going until He practically delivers us…

Delivers us from our deeply held desires which we want ‘now!’…

He does…

Even ‘His stuff’ we can demand ‘now!’ – our flesh can…

We flail about like a fish on the end of a hook resisting being reeled in…

I know we do – cos I do it…

I see Him doing this to me right now…

And I am flailing about on the inside resisting Him and yet see my new self calm and waiting for the Anointing of Waiting to be released to me…

To not get and to be told that you won’t get ‘right now’ what you’ve ‘always wanted’ – the deepest desire of your heart – be real, we all have them – is incredibly difficult for a human being with a practically un-crucified flesh remaining in that area – other areas may be yielded but that one – not so much…

It makes us feel overwhelmed…

And yet He has told me to wait…

To wait even for Him to come and ‘peace be still’ to this overwhelmed state…

‘Peace be still’ is an amazing word – I’ve had these experiences with God which is why I know He will do it again…

And again and again until there are no further ‘battles’ left outstanding…

Until the ‘white flag’ surrender is practically complete…

He will do it…

I was having a conversation with someone over the weekend and suddenly the Lord gave me this insight, “Reject rejection”…

At the end of the day by choosing to reject rejection we choose unconditional love towards whoever it is who we are speaking with…

Whether their rejection is real or imagined we are feeling it and by choosing – in the Holy Spirit – as He brings it naturally to our hearts – to reject this rejection and keep loving them we establish a foundation which is irresistible in their lives…

Sometimes part of rejecting rejection isn’t to fight it…

Not to fight back, “No, I’m not thinking that way about you, I’m thinking this way”…

It’s tempting to put them right – or establish our innocence or genuineness…

But to stand back and to let them reject us – think of us whatever they want to but forgive them on the inside and love them back on the inside without having to say a word…

To speak when the Lord calls us to speak but otherwise to be silent even when that means that we are misunderstood or even maligned…

That is hard but that is unconditional love…

The beloved in Song of Solomon came knocking at His beloveds door – she was in bed and didn’t want to get up to open for him – he thrust his hand through the latch to open which aroused her heart for him – but he didn’t ‘break and enter’ – he didn’t force himself – he went ‘so far’ and then he withdrew…

When she went looking for him she saw just how much she loved him – and she also saw his heart – she knew where he would be – Christ and His Church…

But also us and our brothers and sisters in the Lord or us and those who don’t know the Lord…

We all have to learn this lesson – so far and then accept their rejection (on the outside) but never reject them (on the inside) but wait for them to see our hearts – they know in their hearts where we’ll be (as the beloved did) and where to find us – let them then come to us…

We wait – as Christ does – He is standing outside the door of His Churches heart and He is knocking – He thrusts His Hand through the latch dripping with myrrh but His Church has to rouse Herself to open to Him…

He will not force Himself on us…

And neither must we…

This is impossible for the flesh…

Only God can achieve this…

Only Unconditional Love…

Only Unconditional Love can put ourselves into the other persons shoes and wait for them – even when we do not understand…

To wait…

 “This is the Year of Jubilee Andrew – what I have told you – the fulfilment of this is the Year of Jubilee”…

“This time of worldwide Salvation is the Year of Jubilee – the fulfilment of the Year of Jubilee in scripture and it must and will begin with My People Israel – it will begin with them and it will finish with the Salvation of the world”…

“You have seen it – it has begun – this season – this time – this epoch in My Government – is the Year of Jubilee – the fulfilment of this scripture in My word – and all the earth will be covered with My Glory – My sons and daughters are My Glory – as that brother shared with you at the prayer conference – they are My Glory and they will stand up – all over the world – and shine for Me – shine in the midst of the darkness and the darkness will not overcome them”…

“They – My sons and daughters – will possess the gates of their enemies in this chosen generation – My Church is My Witness in this earth – they fill the vacant spot of leading the angelic worship in heaven – they – My Church – is the replacement of him who fell – they will worship and in their worship even the angels who marvel at these things will be amazed – they will see a replacement and a fulfilment in My word – ‘because of the angels’ – submit to My word Andrew – submit to My word – bow before Me – submit before Me – let Me be your head on this earth – and lead – lead the worship of heaven – lead it in your intercession – lead the worship of heaven – and heaven will come to earth – as you – My People – My sons and daughters – lead the worship of heaven on earth – wherever you are – wherever I lead you – lead the worship of heaven on earth – lift up your hearts in praise and worship before My Throne and the angels – all the angels in heaven will worship with you – they will – this is My will and heaven will come – in those locations and in those instances – to earth – I will be with you”…

“My very Presence will be there – right there with you – and My Kingdom will extend in your worship – it will – My Blood covers the entire earth – I am God and there is none other – I am God and I will take this earth as My Possession – I am speaking through you and I am saying, “Declare to the Daughter of Zion – your King comes!””…

“Say, “Your King Comes!”…

Waiting…

The true test…

Are we prepared to wait…

If we want instantly and demand then we are not trusting God…

“How long will you wait?” is a question which the Lord asked me a couple (I believe) of evenings ago…

I responded, “such and such a period of time” (whatever was coming to my heart) and then I saw that this wasn’t good enough for the Lord…

“Until such and such (the thing which He has promised me) happens”, I eventually said to Him and then He was happy, “There is no Plan B” was the word I got…

Meaning that to Him He is going to fulfil what He has promised me – and so I am to wait until He does – simple…

It’s not a timeframe…

Sometimes things take time…

Why? because people are involved…

We are very fickle – we take time to be convinced – we take time to be ‘readied’ – we take time to surrender and trust God – and none of that can be ‘predicted’ – it needs to happen in reality and then God is ready to do whatever it is that He needs to do (obviously He is preparing us in the secret place for this eventuality)…

There is no rejection when there is waiting like this – it is going ‘all the way’…

It is literally putting yourself right out there on a limb and waiting beyond what feels comfortable or even reasonable – but waiting until death – and yet it feels awesome – it feels so noble to wait like this – waiting for the fulfilment of what He has promised you – and it is so honouring to the ‘significant others’ in our lives to wait like this – unto death…

Why?

Because God waits for us…

Do you know God like this?

As someone who will wait for you…

As someone who won’t discard you when you can’t perform…

Do you know God like this?

It is this knowledge of God which makes you want to lay down your life for Him and wait for others to be ready as He has led you…

It is this which gives you the ability to live, “Love is patient”… (the hardest part I reckon – not that I can do any of it in the flesh or even in my new self unless the Holy Spirit is living through me)…

When you love someone and are patient with them – you have given them to God – whatever He works in their heart – whenever – is what you accept and delight in – He is in complete control – you are not and all expectation has gone…

You accept what He gives you through that individual as His blessing to you – when and where they give it to you – and in between you wait and you love as they allow or enable you to love…

Love can be resisted – that is the problem – God is loving us always but we are resisting His love – “Behold I stand at the door and knock” – this is just as relevant to us who know Him as to those who don’t…

He stands and knocks and asks to come in and fellowship with us but we don’t feel worthy or we think we need to ‘get better’ or somehow earn this right or ‘get busy’ doing things for Him – but He is not interested – God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble – He just wants our attention – our fellowship – He longs for us – He longs for time with us – I read Song of Songs yesterday and Jesus truly is the ‘he’ figure in this narrative (I read from the NIV) and I believe the Church is the ‘she’ figure (the spiritual significance behind this real life story)…

All pressure to perform or do better is evil…

He has already performed and done better… 🙂

His Blood is already over us…

He is already Overcome (I know that doesn’t make sense in English but it makes sense in the Spirit)…

I smile…

The true test is to wait for those we love…

Do we love the Church?

Wait for the Church…

Do we love the world?

Wait for the world…

All will be given us in this attitude of waiting…

Wait for those whom God has told you to wait for…

It is love to them to do so…

It frees them to hear His Voice directly to them…

It really does…

Love you,

Andrew

“Reap in freedom Andrew – the Blood will always cover you – this is not about your flesh or how much of it remains – reap in freedom and I will be with you”, declares the Lord…

“The days are long – there are many days left Andrew to complete this – reap in freedom and I will be with you – I will be a dome of protection over you – move Andrew – move as I lead you – and don’t stand still – move as I lead you and I will be with you – you will move and move often – you will travel and I will lead you – move and move often – follow My dome of protection over you and go where I go – stay in My dome of protection over you and the Blood will travel with you – the protection of the Blood will be all around you – protecting you from condemnation and the arrows that fly at midday – yes Andrew – the arrows which fly at midday – you will be protected – you will be protected and there will be others with you in this dome – travelling with you in this dome – Jerusalem – Jerusalem is your first destination – this is where My Blood will be poured out first – it was poured out and it will be poured out again – prophetically this time as a covering for those whom I am bringing to salvation – you will see this with your own eyes – the Salvation of My People Israel”, declares the Lord, declares the Lord who has mercy on you, “wait for this – this move and the Salvation of My People Israel”, declares the Lord, “wait for it and live – I will be with you – see the dome – the dome of My protection – and live – wait for it and live”, declares the Lord, declares the Lord who has mercy upon you…

“Love and be known Andrew”…

“Be known by Me not by your fellowman”…

“Remove the desire from yourself to be known by your fellowman and you will be known by Me – practically known by Me”…

“Being known by Me is fulfilment – being known by man is fickle”…

“It comes and goes and is stressful – you’ll never be loved by everyone – but you are to love everyone – irrespective of how they treat you – an ‘even’ individual – this is what you are to be – and be known by Me and not by them”…

“Love you”…

Jesus…

“I have gone before you in all things – remember this – there is never anything  which you are facing which I have not faced and overcome before you – I am all things to you – even your satisfaction – I am all things to you – you know of what I speak – no Andrew – I am beyond the barriers of gender – I can live through a woman just as well as I can live through a man – there are no barriers of gender with Me – I will meet your needs – through men and women – they will give you what I want them to give you – no more and no less – enough – that is all – not too much – just enough – believe Me in this – it is I who meet your needs through men and women – there is nothing which you need that I do not supply”…

“This is what I’ve been teaching you – you don’t have to do anything to make people love you – I will give you love through people – when I want to – in My timing – and that is all – you do not control this – you cannot contrive this – there is nothing that you can do to influence this”…

“Know and be known – by Me – but love your fellowman as I have loved you”…

“And I will be with you always – even to the end of the age”…

Jesus…

“You wait Andrew because I have told you to wait”…

“You obey Me Andrew because I have told you to obey Me”…

“Life is obedience – it does not matter what anyone else thinks – I know your heart and I know that you are waiting before Me”…

“You are waiting for your ‘significant others’ to align themselves before Me”…

“You are – you know this and I know this – you know who those ‘significant others’ are – and so do I – don’t think that I don’t – I know all things Andrew and I know for whom you are waiting – you don’t have to think that My silence means that I have forgotten or that I do no longer remember – or that I never knew in the first place – I know and My Son waits in absolute patience for His Bride Andrew – He never tires of waiting before Me for His Bride and so you should not tire in waiting for the ‘significant others’ in your life – they will come – they will all come – you know of whom I speak – you know – and they will all serve with you to the fullness of their salvation in that day – you know of what I speak – you know – and you will never ‘not know’ for I will hold you in this knowing until you come to Me”, declares the Lord…

“Go and wait – all will be fulfilled Andrew – go and wait”…

“I love you”…

Jesus…

I felt it was time to call the nations…

There are nearly 200 nations on earth (somewhere in the 190’s)…

The Lord put this on my heart…

I went to the flags of the world…

I want to know that there is at least one Intercessor in every nation of the world (that is a start – more will follow)…

At least 200 Intercessors…

Holding their flag – so to speak…

One person in every nation of the world who is going to the heart – in their own personal life (not in anyone else’s) – and allowing the Lord to clean them out…

Allowing the Lord to clean you out is allowing the Lord to clean your nation out – right to the core of your very heart…

Who’s with me on this?

If this is you – for our mutual encouragement – let’s all respond to this post…

You don’t have to give your full name but maybe just respond and say (for example), “Hi, I’m ‘such and such’ from ‘such and such’ a nation and I’m allowing the Lord to go to the core of me and re-make me practically into His Image” (or whatever you’d like to say) – there is safety in unity and encouragement that we are not alone – as Intercessors sometimes we can feel alone…

Love,

Andrew

“Your unbelief is My problem not yours, I made it My problem on the cross”…

“Relax in My Finished Work”…

“I will carry you”…

“Remain in My Love”…

“And win”…

The Lord has been giving me very Strong Comfort…

I have been going through a death – a very deep death and I have been going through a lot of pain…

I start crying – randomly – for no particular reason…

This has been happening in the last few days…

I know what I am going through – I am going through death…

A tearing away of all that I have known and a standing – on my own – in a completely empty space…

There is no one else here…

But Him…

But it is completely empty…

He is here – but He is standing back – letting me survey the barren emptiness which is my present reality…

He is doing this to kill me…

He has removed lover and friend far from me – as the scripture says…

I am feeling the pain – the emptiness – and I am doing it for Him…

On behalf of Him – to fill up what is lacking of His sufferings in this world…

His sufferings in this world are not completed until the last soul is saved whom He has chosen for salvation…

Someone has to go lower – I am going lower – and it is an empty place…

Reversing the fall is a hard thing – Jesus did it on the cross – but He walked through this barrenness – this emptiness – on the cross – and I am walking through it with Him now (the practical emptiness is what is needed to bring His practical fullness – the fullness of His Holy Spirit in our lives and into our world – to heal our land – this is what He wants – this is what He must have – and He will have it in me – Praise His Wonderful Name – He will have it in me – He has it – in advance – in me and He will have it in this world – every tongue will confess and every knee will bow to Jesus Christ as Lord – before the end of time – before He comes again to reign)…

He is here – but He is hanging back – letting me experience the pain – but He is here – holding me – without Him I would run away – run back to ‘safety’ – to what I know and what I’ve experienced in my ‘useless’ life to date – I say ‘useless’ for that is what it – life in the flesh – is, useless – and yet I’ve known Him in the Spirit and that is far from useless – Praise Your Wonderful Name…