The Lord has been giving me very Strong Comfort…

I have been going through a death – a very deep death and I have been going through a lot of pain…

I start crying – randomly – for no particular reason…

This has been happening in the last few days…

I know what I am going through – I am going through death…

A tearing away of all that I have known and a standing – on my own – in a completely empty space…

There is no one else here…

But Him…

But it is completely empty…

He is here – but He is standing back – letting me survey the barren emptiness which is my present reality…

He is doing this to kill me…

He has removed lover and friend far from me – as the scripture says…

I am feeling the pain – the emptiness – and I am doing it for Him…

On behalf of Him – to fill up what is lacking of His sufferings in this world…

His sufferings in this world are not completed until the last soul is saved whom He has chosen for salvation…

Someone has to go lower – I am going lower – and it is an empty place…

Reversing the fall is a hard thing – Jesus did it on the cross – but He walked through this barrenness – this emptiness – on the cross – and I am walking through it with Him now (the practical emptiness is what is needed to bring His practical fullness – the fullness of His Holy Spirit in our lives and into our world – to heal our land – this is what He wants – this is what He must have – and He will have it in me – Praise His Wonderful Name – He will have it in me – He has it – in advance – in me and He will have it in this world – every tongue will confess and every knee will bow to Jesus Christ as Lord – before the end of time – before He comes again to reign)…

He is here – but He is hanging back – letting me experience the pain – but He is here – holding me – without Him I would run away – run back to ‘safety’ – to what I know and what I’ve experienced in my ‘useless’ life to date – I say ‘useless’ for that is what it – life in the flesh – is, useless – and yet I’ve known Him in the Spirit and that is far from useless – Praise Your Wonderful Name…