Lord, I feel confused…
I have let go…
I have let go of everything You have ever told me…
I have let go…
Where to now?
I have let go of the deepest secrets which You have told me to ‘hold’ before You…
The deepest promises which You have made me…
I have let them go…
I have not been able to hold on to them…
They are all gone…
I have nothing left…
I am a shell of who I used to be…
I have nothing left…
“I have emptied you Andrew and I will fill you”…
“You are not confused – you are experiencing My emptying of yourself”…
“Everything in you must be emptied”…
“Everything until there is nothing left”…
“Jesus did nothing of His own initiative”…
“He did nothing”…
“This is the position you will get to – naturally – where you desire to do nothing of your own initiative – nothing – because I gave you this desire to ‘arrive’ at this place”…
“The sister who is supporting you in prayer will continue to support you until you arrive at this place of ‘nothingness’ before Me – I will have My fulfillment of My word that I will have you all to Myself – no one will share you with Me – I shall have you all to Myself and you shall live for My glory alone – anyone whom I bring near to you will be blessed by you in this place – in this place which I will establish in you – continue to die, continue to let go – as I bring up the surrenders continue to make them – continue to let everything go – do not make for yourself a kingdom anywhere, in any manner, on earth – wait for Me, wait for Me, wait for Me and I will establish you in My will and in My purposes for your life – Jesus laid down His life that He might take it up again and I will raise you up in the appointed time – not yet Andrew – continue to lie in the dust – not yet – but you will have your time – your time when I shine through you – continue to wait and I will crucify you to the end – the end of yourself”…
“Love you”…
Jesus…
a house of prayer for the nations 