The Fire tests the quality of each man’s work…
I am experiencing the Fire…
It is raining down on me…
Not heavy, hurting rain…
It is gentle but it is burning me up…
It is protecting me…
It is forming a barrier around me from everything else…
There is the Blood and there is the Fire…
Like the sacrifices – a pleasing aroma unto the Lord…
The Blood and the Fire…
It all started when I let go of having a best friend…
And then let go of the ‘in love’ lie…
I then found that I was able to surrender to be a eunuch for the sake of the Kingdom…
And then I saw what it meant to have Christ living in me…
And that I live by the faith of the Son of God…
This is awesome for me…
But it is for a reason…
His Mind in mine – so peaceful…
It had something to do with the decision I made to let Him make every decision in my life from here on out…
That all I wanted was to see Him living through me from here on out…
That seeing Him living through me is my life…
Thus all of a sudden I didn’t care what happened anymore – none of the specifics mattered – amazing…
Nothing is binding me or causing me to worry…
You see how powerful this is?
None of the specifics matter so you are just led…
This is what I have been experiencing…
Literally led by the Holy Spirit…
You’re not thinking…
You’re just following the peace and following the flow of His Spirit and because there aren’t any blockages it is a constant or continuous flow…
I never knew life could be so easy…
Nothing effects you…
Nothing seems to phase you…
I forgave someone – a difficult Client this morning – I’ve forgiven him before – but it comes back – I forgave him again this morning and watched the tone of his next email change…
Amazing…
The Gentle Rain of His Fire…
Awesome…
And Peaceful…
He really is all He says He is…
He really is Awesome…
I love You Lord…
You are my meditation all the day because You are the object of my focus – seeing You living through me – not striving – not trying – just watching – and learning…
So free – Praise You – what You showed me a while back about “hanging limp” and “relaxing” is so true…
You are Awesome…
Thank You Lord…
And You will take more and more and more people and do to them what You have been doing to me…
Thank You Jesus…
Love You Lord…
🙂