The Lord has placed it on my heart to make this post tonight…
This has been a long time coming for me…
That verse, that eunuch verse used to haunt me when I was younger – I knew it applied to me but I just couldn’t receive it – and yet it haunted me – I knew somehow I should be receiving it but just couldn’t – had too many demons in me as I look back I can now see that – the Baptism of the Holy Spirit really stirred up that hornet’s nest…
Anyway, as I look back I see the Anointing extended to me to accept this way of life…
A eunuch for the sake of the Kingdom…
What does this mean?
Does it mean that you have to be single for life?
No…
What it means is that you’ve yielded your sexuality – and any expression of it – to the Lord…
It is His – not yours…
Your focus is on the extension of His Kingdom – alone…
The salvation of souls and His Glory…
It means that there is no desire in you for sexual pleasure – no uneven desire, no have to have, no effort in you to have…
You are happy without it, you can live without it for the rest of your life – you don’t have to have it…
Jesus had this – He was a eunuch for the sake of the Kingdom – I know this…
If you are married that means that when He chooses to serve your wife sexually through you – that you are at His disposal – you enjoy serving and giving sexual pleasure to your wife – but you do not demand or need or prod for any for yourself…
If she doesn’t want to receive your offer you stand down – and this isn’t difficult because your offer was genuine and prompted by the Lord…
You are not in control…
If you are single then yes, to be a eunuch for the sake of the Kingdom means that you are not looking for any sexual pleasure from anywhere…
If the Lord ever does give you any then you are grateful – by way of giving you a wife or a husband – depending on your gender…
It is an evenness and a yieldedness…
You are a slave of Christ – and He is enough for you…
Enough…
Only He can do this…
I never could…
But He has done it in me – in the removal of the ‘best friend’ and ‘in love’ lies in the last week or so (or whatever it is now) He has done this for me…
He told me that when He gives me sexual pleasure in marriage it will be for my pleasure not a need – I am not unfulfilled – or empty – or needy – I am not waiting and longing – I am free…
Thank You Jesus…
Set us free to be empty for You – to love, yes, to deeply love – but to love with Your Love – only You can do this – do this through more and more and more of us…
Worship You Lord…
Soul ties are broken in the presence of the Lord – broken – no more need – He is enough…
He is standing and He is beckoning us to Him – He is Enough – He is Enough…
Love You Lord…
Hosanna, Hosanna, Hosanna in the Highest…
Blessed is He who comes in the Name of the Lord…
Let us come in the Name of the Lord – let us – Your Church – come in Your Name – raise up a generation of eunuchs for the sake of the Kingdom and let us take this world by force for the Glory of Your Name – in power and in purity – in the purity of Christ Jesus – nothing else – let the fire burn – let the fire burn – let the fire burn – and let it consume everything in it’s wake…
Praise You Jesus – consume with Your Zeal – let the world know that there is a God in His Church – Jesus – Jesus Christ – Jesus Christ the Righteous – and let His Church – us – be Righteous in this chosen generation – this chosen generation – which will go the roots of all that has plagued His Church from it’s inception (I’ve said that before – He is reminding me) – and be free (He has given me a similar word before)…
Let it be so and let all the Glory go to Him…
Hold us Lord – and display Your Purity through us…
Love You Lord…
Andrew