Another thing which the Lord wants me to speak on is Paedophilia…

In speaking on these topics, homosexuality, paedophilia, divorce & remarriage (and all other sexual perversions) I am not saying that I am perfect – far from it…

All that I am saying is that these things are sin…

Homosexuality is sin…

Paedophilia is sin…

Divorce is permitted (only in the case of adultery) because of the hardness of our hearts – apart from this divorce is sin…

Remarriage is sin (unless our estranged spouse has died)…

I have been shown by the Lord that I have had this spirit “locked up” inside me – paedophilia – from my great-grandfather – I was born with it – that doesn’t excuse me – it is a result of the fall – and to God I am Adam – I am responsible for the fall…

Paedophilia – like homosexuality – like rape, incest & pornography – like bestiality – like wanting to sleep with demons or with the devil himself – like wanting to have sex with any created thing or even I guess the Lord Himself (although I’ve never experienced that) – all these things have been in my background – and I’m guessing from what I’ve seen that these things have been in a lot of people’s backgrounds – especially those exposed to Free Masonry, witchcraft or the Druids…

This is my background – going back to my “roots” in the United Kingdom…

I am of mixed Scottish and English descent – mainly English…

In my generations I was offered up to Satan at Stonehenge…

I saw this in a vision in 2012 – I shared this with a sister previously…

I saw that my private parts and my mind had been claimed for Satan on a stone altar “way back in the day” when my ancestors were Druids…

It made sense of what I’d experienced especially in the sexual area and also in the area of my mind…

I’ve been seeing the Lord stripping these things – mentioned above – away from me – as I’ve understood more and more and more about His Grace and the new creation which He has made me…

In making this post I am saying the following…

We as believers need to own all the “crap” that is in our lives…

We see these things “going through our minds”…

We try to “stuff them down”…

They aren’t going to “go away” by being repressed…

The reason they are here is because we rebelled against God – we shouldn’t be surprised that we are “over-run” by all these desires “raging” through our minds…

Surprising us when we are least expecting them…

Earlier on – just after I was married – I had deliverance prayer for lust and saw during the prayer a pit of snakes inside me…

This didn’t make me feel that great about myself…

That night I was freed from at least two demons – I felt them go…

Later when we were in Dubai I was released from at least another one demon which I felt go also (I was in Dubai Mall at the time)…

When I was in Manila I was released from the Luciferian spirit – a spirit which glorified itself in a false light (I saw a lot of light around it and it looked really good – scarily good)…

I was also released from pornography – heterosexual pornography was my problem…

But there were still those other spirits “rammed down” there somewhere…

When the Lord called me to a deeper “letting go” – I think this began at the beginning of this year (or late last year) – He was calling me to “let go” of all this “stuffed down” stuff and really “let it all hang loose” and let Him eliminate these things from me – they really terrorize your mind – you know they’re “down there” somewhere…

The Lord has been teaching me to wait in His Presence as I feel these things wanting to express themselves…

As I’ve been doing this – almost passively – well really passively completely I guess – I’ve seen Him removing these things from me…

The desire is a want…

And it’s a want which you must see fulfilled…

This want is a fleshly want – encouraged and driven on by demons – to “grab” and “get” what you want…

I saw this quite clearly this morning (and over the last few days)…

God’s word says, “It is more blessed to give than to receive”…

When the Lord releases faith into our new self to believe this – all the other “props” which we’ve used to get ourselves “temporary pleasures” are stripped away – this is what I’ve been experiencing in these areas…

Selfishness is ultimately getting what I want…

To “let go” and “wait before Him in silence” like He told me to do in 2012 is impossible for the flesh – I saw this graphically in myself as I tried to do this again a couple of nights back – there were a few seconds of silence where the Lord started to work and then all this “filth” just took over thinking all its own thoughts and I saw that without the Anointing – the Holy Spirit – controlling my mind – that I am nothing…

The Lord has been wanting to show me this and He’s had me “step back” to get a really good exposure into what is practically left in me which He needs to work on…

We in the Church need to be free to share this stuff…

I’m making a beginning – laying myself down so to speak – because He’s told me to lead in this…

I’ve had a messed up past…

On the outside it doesn’t look like that…

My wife knows me better than most – she would be able to tell you that it’s been messed up – and she only knows what she’s seen (and what I’ve told her) – I get to see what goes on in my head “all day, every day”…

The fact that the Holy Spirit “overrides” these desires or doesn’t really isn’t the point – He came to set us free and set us free He will – He must – He must honour our desire to be free – when that desire is for His Glory and not to exalt ourselves about how pure or perfect we are, i.e. when our motivation for sanctification is pure He – the Holy Spirit – must honour it because this desire was created in us by Him…

I’m laying it down to set a platform for every brother and sister all around the world to lay it down…

As we lay it down – fulfilling James 5:16 – we get freedom…

I have offered all my sexual perversion to the Lord…

He has it all (Thank You Lord)…

I am not holding back – I honestly believe that I’ve had every sexual perversion known to man “in” me – I haven’t practiced them all (physically) – I probably haven’t practiced very many of them at all (physically) – but they’re all there (spiritually, in my heart) – I know it – I’ve felt it and I’ve still been feeling some “left” in me (which the Lord is working on and there may be some others which I’m not even yet aware of – I don’t know) – and it doesn’t matter how few or many I’ve practiced (that is not the point – they’re all there – or were – you know what I mean) – I’ve practiced them all in my heart – I have, I know this…

Also I now offer all the perversion of my mind – a lot of it goes on in the mind – what we dream about shows us what is going on in our minds – I offer the perversion of my mind to You Lord – whatever You’re going to do with me You will get the glory – there is nothing in me that I can glory in bar You (Your Holy Spirit) and bar the new creation which You’ve given me that can’t sin and can’t be unfaithful to You – which believes – which “breathes” by faith – and lives faith…

I am not a nice person (in my flesh) – I am not (there is nothing good which lives in me in my flesh) – all my niceness is just a façade to do evil (in my flesh) – that is what I’ve seen…

So I (my old self) is over – it is exposed – it is sexually immoral in every way imaginable – I have nothing to hide – I have been this – I have done this or not but I have done this in my mind – it’s there – so it’s a part of me – my old self – “sin which dwells in me”…

I’m owning it…

We are protected under God’s Feathers…

I saw this when I made the Homosexuality post – I saw myself protected under God’s Feathers…

When we confess before God – in the sight of men – because He’s told us to, what we have been – what remains within us – we are covered by Him…

The enemy hates true confession and will bring condemnation to – as a sister said to me this morning – “sew another couple of fig leaves” over the problem – I liked that…

Religious spirits are a mask for what is really going on underneath…

Why can’t we get close to certain people – even our brothers and sisters?

It’s because they’ve got too much to hide – the Anointing strikes them and they shrink back – why (I feel pride as I say that)?

Because they don’t know that they can be real before God – He has forgiven them – He knows their heart – He doesn’t condemn them…

He wants to set them free – completely – He doesn’t do this “all at once” – or not in my case He hasn’t – He has just gradually gone to work and delivered me progressively – “step by step”…

I am not much into ministry anymore – the Lord’s been dealing with this in me – when you are into ministry it’s really hard to be honest – there is “too much to lose” – sometimes we need to be called out of ministry and just let the Lord heal us…

What we have confessed and been healed (delivered) from is precious before the Lord cos then He can use this to set more and more and more people free…

This is true ministry…

To set the oppressed free…

The oppressed are those who are weighed down with demonic baggage…

I want to see all the oppressed set free…

I want all the demons to go…

And they will…

Because the Lord has told me that He will make an end of me – I’m not saying that I’ll ever be perfect (sinless perfection in this present body) – and if He makes an end of me then I’ll be able to pray as He leads me for everyone else…

And as He makes an end of more and more and more people we will see the freedom growing (all around the world – we will – we will – I know we will – huge opposition to believing this in my heart through fear)…

We are the cause of this problem – our wants…

We wanted to be independent from God – this is what we got…

Coming back to dependence is impossible for the flesh – it just can’t do it – I (my flesh) just can’t do it – but my new self – when the Holy Spirit is “enlivening” it, i.e. living through it, can – I’ve seen this – I’m not saying I’m perfect but I have seen it and any progress is greatly encouraging… 🙂

Be encouraged brothers and sisters “we have this” – “we have this” in God – the tide is turning – God is finding it in our hearts to be honest before Him and to “come clean” before each other…

All competition dies in this place…

I know what is in me – or has been – and so I know what is in others…

We can’t fool each other any more or try to play “power games” with each other – there is no point – He can see through it and I can too as He enables me – I don’t always see it initially but I (seem to) always see it eventually (that seems to happen with me – to God be the glory)…

We’re all on a level playing field on this one – so let’s “come clean” – as the Lord leads – in peace – no pressure from anyone (including me) on the outside – but lets come clean and let the bondages (which I’ve had plenty of and they bring me no joy) go…

And let the freedom break out…

There is no effort in this…

We don’t have to “try harder” – we just need to believe that if we “submit ourselves to God” we will naturally be able to “resist the devil and he will flee from us” (the Holy Spirit within us will do this through us)…

This has been my experience – what I’ve been experiencing – more and more and more…

Love you,

Andrew