The Peace of God…

I’ve just had a revelation…

I’ve known this but just seen it in the thing which I’ve really been struggling with – struggling with God with for quite some time now…

I’ve seen this before but never for this specific situation…

I’ve been pouring out my heart to God – things which have been hidden in my heart – things which are desires of my heart (things which I really can’t express to another human being)ย – things which He knows and I’ve told Him about – things which I’ve surrendered to Him but the desire doesn’t go away…

And so I keep asking Him, “Is this Your will Lord or is it this instead?”

He knows what I’m speaking of…

I haven’t been letting Him go – like Jacob before me – I haven’t been letting Him go – I have been seeking Him regarding this with all my heart…

It is a matter of the heart…

Anyway, as I was watching a YouTube video series of the secret of her ministry byย Kathryn Kuhlman I paused on about video 2 of 6 (or maybe 3 of 6) and I talked to the Lord…

And He showed me this – yes, I was surrendered – that was good – I was willing either way in the situation which has been so much on my heart (that I have not been able to get it off my heart) – but here was the breakthrough…

It was in offering it up to Him and not needing to know…

Offering it up to Him whatever He does – with respect to this particular situation (and then I saw this will be repeated again and again throughout my life) – and experiencing His Peace and then the Joy came – Praise You Jesus – this is the deepest area of life – and I’ve been able to surrender to not know what His Specific Will is but just to accept whatever happens – just “let the chips roll” so to speakย (I feel the joy) – and know that He is “in it”…

I feel so secure right now…

So secure…

It – the issue – is between me and Him – that was not the point, He used it to teach me a very valuable lesson – He is Enough…

Just Him…

Just Him…

Just Him…

He is Enough…

Just knowing Him…

Just knowing Him…

Just knowing Him…

He is Enough…

๐Ÿ™‚

And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:7 NIV)

It transcends wanting to know… ๐Ÿ™‚

We come to a place of peace…

We are led through the gate of “pour out your hearts to God” and we come in to the gate of “fullness of joy in His Presence and Eternal Pleasures at His Right Hand”…

I, like Kathryn Kuhlman, have never seen Jesus – I’ve had visions but I haven’t had real experiences of Him where I have seen Him in the flesh – like going to heaven or having what Paul had on the road to Damascus and yet I know that my knowledge of Him is real and precious – and it is this knowledge which is becoming my life…

I am beginning to love Him more than anything else in the world – including this blog – or sharing about Him – or doing stuff for Him – or being seen to be “this or that” in the eyes of men and women… ๐Ÿ™‚

I love you – those who read what I share or who take an interest in my life as I share it via this blog – but I do not worship you – I pray that you will know Him and fall in love with Him in the true spiritual sense of the word – in spirit and in truth… ๐Ÿ™‚

I let you go to Him… ๐Ÿ™‚

All who have “aligned” yourselves with this blog or with the spirit behind this blog (I’m not meaning like a spirit being but like the spirit and purpose of this blog) – I give you back to Him… ๐Ÿ™‚

You are His… ๐Ÿ™‚

All of you are His… ๐Ÿ™‚

Seek His Face…

Know Him…

Love Him…

Let Him pour out His Love in your hearts…

Let Him love you…

As He (Jesus Christ) does this – you will begin to love Him back and give yourself freely and wholly to Him in consecration and love – the love response that He deserves…

Don’t strive – just receive it…

Love you,

Andrew

About andrew james horton

Hi, my name is Andrew James Horton... I am a Kiwi (New Zealander), born in Christchurch (05 September 1971), now in my mid-forties (I feel so old saying that)... I am blessed to be married with five children and six grandchildren... :-) I am at present a Principal Structural Engineer, Director working in Christchurch, New Zealand... I am passionate about prophetic intercession and about revival both in New Zealand and throughout the world... I am passionate to pray that the Church, the Body of Christ, the Bride of Christ, will be all that He - the Lord Jesus Christ - desires her to be in our generation... I felt that the Lord gave me the name of this blog site, "a house of prayer for the nations - prophetic intercession for worldwide revival" and wanted me to "put it out there" and start recording the prayers which are on my heart to pray in the hope that others would also be encouraged to share the prayers which are on their hearts to pray and that in the unity of the Spirit we could participate together in this activity in different locations around the world as He leads us... If the Lord leads you, let's join in prayer for the Lord's will to be done on earth as it is in heaven in our generation... Love in the Lord, Andrew
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